So we fall down

My hands are so freaking dry. I seriously need some lotion.
I totally never thought I'd be in this position. Never ever.
It's funny how something that huge can change so quickly. Wham.
Sham wow.
Don't front on me, it's a good thing. Just not where I thought I'd be on October 30th.
But at least I'm doing something. Better than my previous plans.

I say we're too young for this
You say you can't ignore this
I believe that you love me
It's easy for you to trust me
We don't know who's to blame
But I can say that it's a shame
When you left my the way you did
I guess I'm over it again

It makes sense. And goes with the music I wrote.
Am I creating a song? Yes.
Sham wow double up sham wow wow.
I'm wowed out.
For now.

An Untitled Song by Keep Up Fresno

So aha!

I haven't even come close to figuring this out.

Homecoming night
We won't give up without a fight
Nothing can keep us apart
We see eye to eye and heart to heart
Love keeps us together
Through all the pain we bear
And the memories we share
We're still together
And I love you more than ever
I never never never
Want to leave your side
Because that's where I belong
With you is where I belong
And I've known it all along
When you see my name
I hope it brings a smile to your face
I hope you smile in every way
I only want to hear you say
I love you
Because I love you too
I love how you kiss me
You leave me begging for more
How you miss me
What are you waiting for?

I'm not sure what I'm waiting for.
I'm not sure of anything.
Except you.
I can't make a decision.

I've made promises to you.
But I can't leave you hanging like that.
I love you.
But you're awesome.
We'll work.
But what if we do too.
We'll always have something.
I don't want to risk what I have with you.

I ought to make a positive/negative list.
Yes. That's what I'll do.
For both of you.

Hmm. I'm not sure if I want to try to handle all the usual stuff.
Like today. Jeeze.
What an appropriate day for hurricane-like winds. HH strikes again.
I'll use a name in a song but not in a blog.

What's a good thing for you may not be great for me.
Sure, it's worked out.
But from my perspective, it sucks.
Oh well.

Ughhh.

Whoa is me.

So it's becoming frequent

You were right, I was wrong
I knew I was never really that strong
True love stays, while others change
I guess I always felt that way
The things you said, drove me insane
My responses were such a shame
Love is a friend, that stays until the end
12am, and willing to lend
A hand to help me get, myself off the ground

MPLS by Sing It Loud

So it's like a nightly thought

Miserable At Best by Mayday Parade is a beautiful song and makes me want to cry a little.
Maybe because I know where he's coming from.
Come on, Katie, have some class. See what you did?
#nothingpersonal. Listen to the song.
But that's the past!

Secret love, my escape
Take me far, far away
Secret love, are you there?
Will you answer my prayer?
Please take me "anywhere but here"

I want a secret love. Not really.
But the feeling.
The idea.
Like a constant good mood.
Waiting for the bell to ring.
Last class of the day.
That would be a beautiful feeling.
That, is something I miss.
That love.

Save Your Heart by Mayday Parade

So I declare

A war.
Or am I too late?
I'll provide the battlegrounds
If you'll give me the broken sounds
Echoing under the bright lights
Prepare yourself for tonight's streetfight
I don't agree with what you do
But I'll never run from you
Stand and face you until the end
Don't forget they are my friends
The side I'm on is clear to see
But I'm in cahoots with the enemy

Anywhere But Here by Mayday Parade
New album is awwwwesome. By the way.

So that would make this the comment

Last night was amazing. Lots of fun. I have the best best-friends.
And I'd love to make more.
Of course things weren't perfect. But it ended up to be for the better.
Not for your wrist though.
I felt like I had a good friend.
Everyone needs a friend like that.
And the cake was the best. Oh my gosh.
I woke up this morning with the sun in my eye. It hurt.
And she's going to Anaheim!! Ah! I'm so jealous. What a way to spend a Saturday.
I'd hate to be you when people find out what this song is about
It works pretty well

I.D.G.A.F. by Breathe Carolina

So the first song I put music to

is going to be this.

Seasons pass, memories fade
Old loves gone and new ones made
I think of you and all I gave
Just to watch you take it away
Life goes on but I'm not the same
Person I was when spring time came
A year from now you'll forget my name
But we're still living in today
Soon enough, things will change
You'll lead another boy astray
Until then you'll have to wait
And tell me that you miss the way
We would talk on the phone
You said I made you feel less alone
It's hard to live with what I know
About all the plaes that you go
With them now than we ever did
I'm starting to think I'm not over it
Don'tworry I will learn to move
On from all the love I'd lose
Never think I'll make you choose
But Haley remember to be true
Keep in mind how fast time flew
The hole in your heart I can see straight through
To the other side of you
The part that says you still want to
Do all the things we said we'd do
The peron's new the plans are old
We fell through I was put on hold
When I listened I was told
To be everything that I can be
I did no wrong though she left me
Reservations don't come for three
They ask me sir "Please come with me"
Take me to a place where I can see
That nothing ever comes for free
A vacant paradise or so it seems
Hey September don't leave right now
I'm not ready to see how
Things play out this coming fall
But I know that I gave it all
To win you love and win your heart
February tore me apart
We've gathered all our lost pieces
So we can get along she says
Though things will never be the same
Love changes and fades away
Haley remember 2008?

And there's nothing you can do to stop me.
Nothing nothing nothing.
Ms. Forgettable.

It's not too direct. Is it?
Nahh.
Jasey.

I'll keep a secret if you will keep me guessing
The flavor of your lips is enough to keep me pressing
For more than just a moment of truth between the lives told to pull ourselves away from the lives we leave back

Falling Is Faster - Committed