So it's way too late

For me to even be awake, let alone blogging.
But I should.
It's been an insane two weeks. An unexpected yet welcome curve in the road and a new look has made for a nice ride.
I finished PE. And I leave Tuesday for the Midwest. Woo.
It kind of pains me to watch my friends go through a situation they shouldn't be in, even though it has nothing to do with me. I think that means I care about my friends? What a concept.
I've come to settle upon one thing that stands true in every situation in our world today.
Girls. Love. Heartbreak.
Not only is it the only thing present day musicians write about, but it's a fact.
She loves the heartache of a heartbreak.
She wants to see him hold on to what they have until it's the last thing he's holding on to.

Things (as far as my life goes) are back to the way they should be.

Persistence pays off. Practice makes perfect. And love lasts forever. (True love that is, but is there any other kind?)

It was fall when it began. Twas winter when things got bitter and became comatose. Last breaths were taken in spring. And we came back to life in the summer.
So what will the new year bring us?
Tidings of joy, I hope.
No one ever wanted it to be like this. It wasn't the way things were planned. Never was it any one's intention to get hurt. Nor is it ever. But it's inevitable. When lives clash the aftershock affects everyone in positive and negative ways. High expectations only lead to great downfalls. Low expectations lead to unexpected happiness or anticipated displeasure. You have options. Search for love in the dark and you'll find evil. Wait for goodness in the light and love will find you. If you can't be happy with just yourself, how are you going to please somebody else?

It's a work in progress. Tomorrow's another day and another chance to live.

Fireflies by Owl City

So youmeat(seven)

Catastrophic friendship at the movies? Not a good look.

By the way, fall AP Tour (Fall Ball) with youmeatsix. If they stop here, who wants to go?

I find it funny how we communicate via blogs and status updates
But nothing has anything to do.
So I guess we aren't that busy.
Any more at least.

I think everyone comes with a price tag. But we can't read it until we've jumped into a relationship with the person. By that time it's either irrelevant or too late.
Then there is some of us who let everyone know why their price is too high or too low.
But I'm certainly not labeling. It's all on a personal level. Like that Progressive car insurance commercial with Flo. You chose the price and plan that suits you.
It's risky business dealing with relationship currency.

So things are now the way they should be. And I'm glad. I just hope everything is going to be alright.
I received some news today that saddens me. I never thought something like that would happen. At least you're okay.

But all in all. July 16 was a good day.

Damned If I Do Ya (Damned If I Don't) by All Time Low
And it's sooo true. Nothing Personal.

So I sit curbside

And watch the world go by.
Close my eyes
I want you by my side

So I've decided that I do care. As much as I don't want to. I do. Badly.
I think I always will.
You'll always be able to get to me.
I'll always let you in.
I'll always want the closeness that we had.
So yeh.

I wanna be the person that makes you feel better about things. I wanna be the guy that makes you not cry. Maybe that's why I wanted to see you cry. So I could make you stop.

Maybe you're just as afraid of me as I am of you.
I'm sure of that.
And the great thing is, it works both ways.
Don't worry, you're not going to know what that means.

With love,

Zach.

So let me clarify something

Music will always be above girls to me.

Indiana (Hotel Demo) by Forever The Sickest Kids

So it's nothing personal

But oh my gosh. You kill me sometimes. I thought there was nothing you could do that would hurt me. Again, I'm wrong.
It's times like these that I know I made the right decision, but why do you keep coming back?
I can't believe I cared for a person like you.
I have more reasons than I can count. Do you remember any of the things that you did??
Yeh, so maybe at one time I had gotten over it, but I'm surely entitled to still let those things get to me.
Excuse me for being human.
Maybe it was small to you, but it was the world to me. That was the last straw. You have no idea how much that hurt me.
I don't live my life in fear. I don't let myself. I have other things to be concerned with. You were a huge part of my life, but I've gotten over it and learned from it.
Please just stop. I don't care what you say or what you think. I want nothing to do with you.
If you want to know so much about me and ask me so many questions, you should have thought about your actions and the possible consequences they would have.
Ugh.
And by the way, I am saying this out of anger.
Maybe I do care.

So it's up

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So by popular demand..Chelsee...

Ugh. I haven't blogged in almost a month. I don't like that. At all.
I've been busy though..
Lame excuse. Excuse me for not adding the accent..
Laguna Beach-Home for a day-Big Bear to camp-Home for a week-Duck Creek Utah for the 4th-Now.
See? Busy.
It's 9:11. Moment of silence.
So, I started summer school pe at sig rogich today.
Zach! Dare you dive right in to the current.
So, my summer's been loverly, without the lover.
Vacations, beach, parties, friends, family, music. Dig it.
Alright.
Mmm, I've been thinking. I might rearrange (your face! just joshin) the way I do my blogging (or lack of recently).
I just blog about what is occurring in my life. Like a diary. Which would work for some people. But I want mine to be deeper. More meaningful. Know what I mean?
I'm still going to convert my other blog into my music...thingy?
Maybe I'll start being deeper. Maybe I'll stay shallow. Who knows?
I am who I am.
Did you catch that reference?
Mmmm. I'm gonna post some music tonight. Maybe that will make up for my absence.
Love.

Take My Hand (Remix) by The Cab