It just kind of happened
I never said I was proud of it
And happy never lasted
Longer than I hoped it would
My lungs gave out before they should
I’m a teenage boy and I have regrets
But our friends don’t need to know that yet
Cause I’m
Fucked up and I know it
It’s not my fault I show it
It’s so much harder to fix something broken
When that thing is you
I had my chance and I blew it
I’d take it back but I’d lose it
Again and again I get knocked down
You pick me up but push me out
So if I keep my head above the air
Will you promise to still be there
I can’t rely on anything but my friends
But if they’re leaving is that consequence
For what I did or is it the way it goes
She’s alright so I don’t know
Why you cried yourself to sleep
When I’m the one who’s incomplete
Cause I’m
Fucked up and I know it
It’s not my fault I show it
It’s so much harder to fix something broken
When that thing is you
I had my chance and I blew it
I’d take it back but I’d lose it
Again and again I get knocked down
You pick me up but push me out
If I try one more time to douse this fire
I’ll probably burn myself with blurred desire
Would it be best to give up now
Or wait until the rain comes down
