Tuesday, July 7, 2009

So it's nothing personal

But oh my gosh. You kill me sometimes. I thought there was nothing you could do that would hurt me. Again, I'm wrong.
It's times like these that I know I made the right decision, but why do you keep coming back?
I can't believe I cared for a person like you.
I have more reasons than I can count. Do you remember any of the things that you did??
Yeh, so maybe at one time I had gotten over it, but I'm surely entitled to still let those things get to me.
Excuse me for being human.
Maybe it was small to you, but it was the world to me. That was the last straw. You have no idea how much that hurt me.
I don't live my life in fear. I don't let myself. I have other things to be concerned with. You were a huge part of my life, but I've gotten over it and learned from it.
Please just stop. I don't care what you say or what you think. I want nothing to do with you.
If you want to know so much about me and ask me so many questions, you should have thought about your actions and the possible consequences they would have.
Ugh.
And by the way, I am saying this out of anger.
Maybe I do care.

1 comment:

  1. Oh Rhianna.
    I would very much like to shelter you from the world, as impractical as that would be.

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