For me to even be awake, let alone blogging.
But I should.
It's been an insane two weeks. An unexpected yet welcome curve in the road and a new look has made for a nice ride.
I finished PE. And I leave Tuesday for the Midwest. Woo.
It kind of pains me to watch my friends go through a situation they shouldn't be in, even though it has nothing to do with me. I think that means I care about my friends? What a concept.
I've come to settle upon one thing that stands true in every situation in our world today.
Girls. Love. Heartbreak.
Not only is it the only thing present day musicians write about, but it's a fact.
She loves the heartache of a heartbreak.
She wants to see him hold on to what they have until it's the last thing he's holding on to.
Things (as far as my life goes) are back to the way they should be.
Persistence pays off. Practice makes perfect. And love lasts forever. (True love that is, but is there any other kind?)
It was fall when it began. Twas winter when things got bitter and became comatose. Last breaths were taken in spring. And we came back to life in the summer.
So what will the new year bring us?
Tidings of joy, I hope.
No one ever wanted it to be like this. It wasn't the way things were planned. Never was it any one's intention to get hurt. Nor is it ever. But it's inevitable. When lives clash the aftershock affects everyone in positive and negative ways. High expectations only lead to great downfalls. Low expectations lead to unexpected happiness or anticipated displeasure. You have options. Search for love in the dark and you'll find evil. Wait for goodness in the light and love will find you. If you can't be happy with just yourself, how are you going to please somebody else?
It's a work in progress. Tomorrow's another day and another chance to live.
Fireflies by Owl City
There's this book called This Lullaby by Sarah Dessen, it's my favorite of her books in fact, and I have decided that you are somewhat like Dexter- the lovable, leading male, musician.
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